Linkin Park

Recently I was addicted to Linkin Park.
They were just too FUCKING AWESOME! They made their songs from A-Z; compose their songs, arrangement, directed mv & designed their album's cover. I never saw such talented band before!

Btw, this is new song from Linkin Park.

My Life

短暂的开心，
短暂的幸福，
长时的心痛，
长时的寂寞。

变态

虽然我从来都不承认我脑筋有问题，不过现在我相信了。
不断回忆过去还一直觉得后悔，我果然有病。
病到开始搞自虐，还把后悔当作自虐工具，
我真的是变态。

For you

Feelings are not short-lived. At least for me, it’s not. I know it’s hard to let you believe, if i tell you, the feelings does existed in my heart since we met and somehow, I believe it’s still hiding somewhere deep inside my heart.

Before meet you, I never expected that I’d dramatically, fall into a guy whom I knew from online game, and met only once in my life. I wonder that is so called one-sight-love? I rather don’t want to trust it but it happened to me. Maybe this is my destiny?

Did you still remember how we meet 5 years ago? Back then, we used to hanging around play Dota 5.84c, we exchange our Friendster profile and started to chat through MSN. Back then, I’m feel really happy when chatting with you every nights and I really appreciated those moments, because it is the only way we connected.

I would never forget the very first time when we “date” at Wangsa Maju, the very first time you SMS me, the very first time we watch Fifa World Cup together, and the very first time I meet you in reality. You know, it’s kinda awkward when meet you, because you’re more than how I’ve expected in my mind. I always don’t know how to start the conversation and feel awkward in front of you, because I know I'm not good at English.

Honestly, I really can’t tell which part of you could take me goes for so long. What I know is, you are different from other guys I’ve known; Sometimes you just like a kid who like those kid stuffs yet retain a mature mind, sometimes you behave cold, but sometimes will unexpectedly very enthusiastic. I really can’t understand you for so long. Maybe this are what made you very “special” to me and the reason why I like you so much =)

I understand that feelings are something that can’t be force. And I understand that I’m not the one who deserve to be your special one. Don’t get me wrong, I never meant to force you or something. I just wanted you to know how i feel, because I don’t want to end up with regrets without telling you my feelings. I know I’m annoying, never learn to give up. But you know, this is something that hard to resist….I think I’d never meet someone like you anymore in my life. I’d never know that I would ever miss someone and wanted to see him so much in my life. I want to like the things that you like, see what you see and think what you think. You’re really so mean to me.

Lastly, I’m really glad that I could meet you in my life. I will never forget every moments that we spent together and what you’ve talked and taught me.

P/s: Take care always
*Hugs*

Love,
mashi

I'm Back

Thanks to wordpress of it annoying & stupid services, I've decided to move back to my first blog.

Anyway, I will move all my posts from previous blog to here.

Take a Bow

Take a bow, the night is over
This masquerade is getting older
Lights are low, the curtains down
There's no one here
There's no one in the crowd

Say your lines but do you feel them
Do you mean what you say when there's no one around
Watching you, watching me, one lonely star
One lonely star you don't know who you are

I've always been in love with you, always with you
I guess you've always known it's true, you know it's true
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye

Make them laugh, it comes so easy
When you get to the part
Where you're breaking my heart
Hide behind your smile, all the world loves a clown
Just make 'em smile the whole world loves a clown
Wish you well, I cannot stay
You deserve an award for the role that you played
No more masquerade, you're one lonely star
One lonely star and you don't know who you are

Say good-bye

All the world is a stage
And everyone has their part
But how was I to know which way the story'd go
How was I to know you'd break
You'd break my heart

I've always been in love with you
Guess you've always known
You took my love for granted, why oh why
The show is over, say good-bye.

estarás siempre en mi corazón - 遇见

2005那一年

我，爱上了网路游戏
遇见了你
因此而结了缘
从msn和friendster
慢慢的认识你
-我知道你很喜欢唱歌
-我知道你喜欢那个歌手
-我知道你爱过谁
-我知道你一直思念谁
-我知道你一直在忏悔
-我知道你的愿望是什么
-我知道你收藏什么

2006那一年

--6月--
第一次见到你
-原来你真的比我高
-原来我们有共同的方言
-原来你是蛮静的
-原来你把收藏的东西挂在车里
-原来你是优等生
-原来你以前时常来这里
了解更多以后
-原来我已经慢慢喜欢上你了。。。

--9月--
夜深了
我依然挂在线上
希望可以每天在线上遇见你
因为我知道你为了考试在温习功课
你说你要保持清醒
所以我一直陪你到天亮
很开心好幸福
好像每个深夜只属于我俩
我已渐渐爱上你了。。。

--10月头--
考试的第一天
是你的生日
为了让你惊喜
做了一个photo album
里面都是你的照片
等待12点准时寄给你
结果那天其实不是你的生日
你的生日在明天=.=
可是你还是很开心
你说你第一次收到浆的礼物
你看起来很感动
你说你会把其余的留给明天才看

--10月尾--
爱你的心情越来越强烈
每天都在烦恼着该不该向你说明
因为我知道我一点希望都没有
毕竟我们才见过一次面
结果在我生日的前一天
你看到我msn的personal message
突然问起我
于是我终于鼓起勇气表白了
你看起来好像早就懂---
你拒绝了
你说我们只可以做朋友
我心碎了。。。

11月过了
12月过了
2006年过了

我们很少沟通了
不再在网路游戏遇见你
不再深夜陪你聊天
不再收着你的相片
不再收着你的歌
试着忘掉你
试着不去在乎你
可是。。。

"A minute to crush, an hour to like, a day to love, a lifetime to forget"

我很傻

我知道我很傻

不管怎样
喜欢的我还是很喜欢
假装不在乎的其实我很在乎
不该想的我忍不住还是会想
不值得等的我却依然在等

我已经是无药可救的傻瓜

我的天地 My Heaven

在我地盘这
At my land here
你就得听我的
U have to listen
在我地盘这
At my land here
你就得看我的
U have to read
在我地盘这
At my land here
你就得接受我的
U have to accept
在我地盘这
At my land here
你就得忍受我的
U have to endure

All my

喜happiness 怒Anger 哀Sorrow 乐Joyful

因为
Because

这里是我的天地
Here is my Heaven